u.

feelings are strange and i hate when I can't control them 

i feel trapped if i show them and i do if i don't 

i wish i had the formula to let you go, to choose me 

i keep going back to you, just to taste you one last time

cause i'll never have enough 

how many times do i have to break down to give up? 

im trying so hard to do what i know it's right

but feelings get in my way 

and now, i once more choose you over me 

cause it's probably gonna be the last time

and even tho the pain will grow after this

i wanna have a last good taste of what i felt in love with, 

of you.